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APRIL 15, 2005 FRIDAY
Oh well! Its been a while indeed! Time for a recap ^__^
Been really busy with this game called tantra, adik nanaman ata uli ako sa larong to, hahah! oh well!, recap recap!
April 6
went to UST to confirm our slot, then tried to present the certificates sir paciona gave us as an alternative for the requirements needed. They didn’t honor both and told us to pay 5k (I guess it was some sort of penalty for not being able to comply with their demands) yeah, we did blame dps.
April 7
Went back to ust to pay 5k, was asked to return before april 20 to submit the needed requirements. She left for Europe. Texted her at around 5 in the afternoon, wished her a safe trip and bid her farewell
April 8
Had lunch with Yvonne at tapa king (sarap kasi ng tapa nila dun, hmm… pano kaya nila linuluto un?), my treat, chatted with her for ½ an hour, reminisced the past, asked about each others future plans. After that, took a cab to Gideon’s place, watched “dodgeball” then went to SM Fairview, hah!, going to sm, we rode this hell – sent FX (it was such an experience!, imagine yourself heading towards the mall onboard a microwave oven, fun!, aint it?). Upon arriving at the mall, We err… I mean they (I already ate at tapa king, heheh!)Ate lunch (although it was already waaaaay past lunch time) at french baker. Decided on watching “robots”. Yeah it was fun, but for me, it was a little shallow. (Of course it was shallow, after all, it was meant to be viewed by kids not by 16 year olds! lolz)after the movie, we went to netopia, played tantra (yet again) for around 2 hours, then she went ol, too bad I was in invisible mode, and was a little busy with yeah, tantra. It was Gideon who was able too chat with her (i was lyk, man! %^&#!#@ dapat di na lang ako nag invisible! aaargh! lolz) hahah! Then finally, we decided to go home for it was already a bit late (saka pinapalayas na din kami ng netopia, magsasarado na daw sila kasi.lolz), once at gideon’s place we changed clothes, tambay sa labas ng bahay nila, kwentuhan and all. Went to his room, watched 2 movies (white chicks, Austin powers gold member) stayed up till 5 in the morning, finally gave up, slept then woke up at around 12nn. Ate lunch then went home. Hah! I had so much fun! Too bad ariel didn’t make it (for some unspecified reason, lolz)
April12
graduation day. (drum roll) went through a lot just to convince my brothers to attend my graduation. Fortunately they did! (once in a bluemoon lang kami makumpleto. Lolz!) The whole “thing” started at around 4 in the afternoon. After a couple of hours and with tears falling down on everyone’s eyes (anla! Lolz, pero di nga yung iba, umiyak,wahehehe, ako?,masaya ko nung graduation!,tapos na ko dun sa “tears falling down their eyes” hehehe, ika nga, “naka move na”=) ), it was all over. Oh well! Astig ung valedictory address ni jayson magbojos!, he sang at the end of his speech (Joey McIntyre, stay the same), then came the picture – an blues, class picture was taken, (may mga umepal na din man lucretians! Argh!.lolz), then kanya2 ng pa picture gamit ang kanya2ng camera. Waheheheh!. Then finally, after the dust has cleared, we headed for Max’s haaay, finally! Nakakain diiiiin!!!! My last meal was lyk, 10 in the morning?. Lolz!
and so it ends…after more than a decade at Diliman Preparatory School I finally bid farewell. Oh well…. Ill end this entry with a quote sent to me by keshia
friends together
soon to part
once we grew
we shared
we loved
but now
we bid ourselves
farewell
coz
highschool life
as we all know
is OVER..
good life
good love
good looks
SENIORS’ 04 – 05
Now – signing – off!
Posted at FRIDAY, APRIL 18, 2005 BY onivelnyu
March 26, 2005 SATURDAY
Saw this one poem kuya kiko made way back when he was in highschool. He’s a real whiz when it comes to poems. After reading the poem, I suddenly remembered her. juz thought I post it up here. La lang…. Here it is… para sayo…
On the Wings of an Angel
By: Francis
The stars are out, it’s late at night,
In bed I tug, my pillow tight,
I hear the waves, as they kiss the shore,
I dream of you and nothing more.
Then the swaying breeze hits my face,
And seem to gift me, a warm embrace,
Then through my ears, it passes a whisper,
Telling me hold you and love you forever.
For through the days and nights I’ve cried,
With oceans of tears, those I can’t hide,
For those lone days, that seemed eternity,
Longing for you, almost meant death for me.
When I thought ‘twas over, I was down on my knees,
All I had was chaos, drowning in the seas,
You stood there beside me, and spread off your wings,
And showered me hope, thousands of dreams.
There were times I thought, it was better to fall,
Than to live this life, with no meaning at all,
But you told me to keep, the least hope I’ve got,
For God has plans, “He shall leave us not”
I see the stars, they’re out tonight,
In bed I lay, warm and tight,
I wonder who, I wrote this poem for,
I gaze the stars, and see an angel once more.
oh well! buhaaay nga naman..... sayang... hndi din nman nya mababasa.lolz. ........malapit na...walong araw na lang... lilipad na sya ng vienna.... haay.... 3 buwan din sya dun... oh well..... ako naman, eto, tuliro pa din, di pa din makapag desisyon kung anung gagawin ko sa buhay ko. di pa din makapili ng unibersidad na papasukan. sadyang napaka kumplikado talaga ng buhay. sobra.
Posted at SATURDAY, MARCH 26, 2005 BY onivelnyu
March 20, 2005 SUNDAY
uuuh.... ok.... its been a loooooooooong wyl olredy. nag new year na, nag valentines na, nag 3rd quarter, tpos na prom, tapos na 2nd quarter, ngaun, magmamahal na araw na... haaay. thx to gideon, kung d sknya, di pa siguro ako maguupd8. lolz. uuh.. been addicted to this new MMORPG letely. playing it since last quarter. lolz. juz this aftrnun, i played for 4 straight hours,tantra's the name of the game, intodced by abs-cbn{aku pa, e sos, avid fanng abscbn,lolz} . lolz. d prom was fyn.... we stayed overnyt at the westin philippine plaza sa lugar na kung tawagin ay heavenly suite. haaaay. suubrang saya dun. d ko mkklmtan. prom nyt was really, reaaly fun. as in. last week natpos na ang exams. ntpos na paghihirap. haaaaaay.... la na. tapos na highschool. college nman. 11 yrs.... more dan a decade. itanggi ko man ngunit sadyang napamahal na talga ako sa aking eskwelahan. haaaay.diliman preparatory school. oh well... still in the stage of denial, havent yet moved on. ewan ko... uko pa tlga grumadweyt eh. up, pasado..... pampanga nga lang. theres no way im going there. no way. feu, candidate for scholarship. ust, pasado din naman. dun na lang ako.... magkataon, kaklase ko pa si gid. haaaay. bakit pa ba kasi kailngan mag college??? wahehehehehehe. haaaaaay..... april 12 graduation. bukas, shooting graduation pic. aukooooooooooooo paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa pramisssssssssssss. andami kong ma mimiss, pinaka masaya ko, 2nd yr at 4th yr. pero pinak masaya, as in pinakamasaya, kasilag days pa din talaga. si mam chiong, ung klasrum, lahat lahat. si 45degrees, si barakuda, si apra varaha raja, si giraffe, ung sacs, si emkey - ka2long - ni - jenna, ai ate josie, nd lately, si qeuun bee. oh well....... buti pa ung iba, hndi gn2 maapktuhan, ewan ko ba. mxdo ata akong attached w/ dlman prep. haaaay. bala na si God. come what may. pnhon n lng bhla. sa mga susunod na araw lalong lumalapit ang gradwysyon, unti unting napupuno ang katauhan ko ng bagay na tinatwag na angst. sana buhay pa ko pag dating nag graduation. haaaay.
Posted at SUNDAY, MARCH 20, 2005 BY onivelnyu
March 20, 2004 SUNDAY
here i am... in love again. for so long ive controlled myself. never let "my guard down", never let my emotions get the best of me. i never wanted to be in love again. never again will i fall, never again will i make a fool of myself. atleast not in the near future. those words, rpted to myself over and over and over again. concentrate on my studies. focus. be a nerd!. girls!,theyre just a waste of tym. swore to myself never again, after everythng that hppned..... the last tym. 'was juz 2 much. i felt so stupid. so stupid. how could something so ryt be so, complicated, so, so...... aaargh!. now what, the past few weeks been flrting with this girl. sent her qoutes(yeah, those mushy ones), chatted wit her flirtly(is there such a word...), even sent her flowers(...last thursday), so far evrythn ws goin smoothly, den i let my frnds know of her exstnce. evrythng juz wnt wrong, for som rison, (i dunno wat the hell)i was at unease and yeah, have to admit, very much apprehensive. i knw i shdnt be bhving this way, its juz not ryt. i dunno, mybe bcoz 1 of them olrdy made frnds w/ her, but yeah, i know, so what?!, theyre juz frnds juz friends. yeah, thnkng the same thing 2. hell, i dunno. mybe bcoz of past xpreinces, w/ rgrds to these things. it ws me(well, sorta) hu intrdced jo 2 lyn; then julio 2 lyn. i fell foR her, (fell reallly, deep that is)evry tym i see dem i ws lyk , so hus 2 blame?, it ws you hu let them made friends w/ each other aftrol, so now hu's suffring? s2pid asshole. one of the risons y i hate regrets. i hate blaming myseelf. i h8 the feeling of knowing that you could have done these, could have done that, but now its too late. too late. now im having second thoughts..... first, we dont even talk in school, we jz stare at each other lyk manequins at penshoppe, u have a gf hum u hvent prsonally tlked 2 yet. how s2pid is that?. shes leaving for vienna. yeah, the austrian capital, shes staying there until resume of clases and shes leaving on the 4th of april. how cud "it" work wen this early shes olredy leaving(.....funny, it was jz lyk b4, only then it was lyn departing for taiwan, history loves repeating its self, tym and tym again). angst angst angst angst. my title really rocks!. its what i olways feel. olways. God forbid i may not be able to last till graduation day.
Posted at 12.47am MONDAY, MARCH 21, 2005 BY onivelnyu
January 2, 2004 SUNDAY
yeay! new layout! happy new year!!!!!!!!! hehehehe. bagong taon, bagong layout, phew! ang hirap gawin, ay, i-edit pala, hahahah!. next tym n lng ako post tungkol sa buhay2, ung continuation, nxt tym n lng uli. hahahah!. astiiig! ang hirap pala, grabe, saludo ako kay keshia!stig tlga un, ngaun ko lng nlman, mahirap pla tlga mag prsonalize ng layout. kttpos ko lng tong gawin, kagabi nghanap ako sa net, tpos aun, ntpos k xa ngaun, after siguro mga 15 working hours?. hahah! first tym ko, kya medyo na ngangapa. hahahah! nwei, ung dating blog pala iniba ko n lng ng adress, hahaha. eto na ang bagong onivelnyu.com. hehehehehe. ay. o nga pla, cge na!,may pasok pa pala bukas, dami ko pa pla gagagwin, hahah! bigla ko naalala. cge! paalam! happy new year uli!
Posted at SUNDAY, JANUARY 2, 2004 BY onivelnyu
December 19, 2004 SUNDAY
Rising oil prices, rapid inflation rise, fare hikes, all these highlight President Arroyo’s first few months in office since her triumphant reelection bid last May. Immediately after her proclamation, the president stressed out ten economic programs she promised to impose during her first year in office. Incorporated in this was her promise to deliver 10 million jobs in her next six years in office, creating a million or so each year. In complete contrast to this, our country experienced the highest recorded unemployment rate in decades and the highest number of jobless Filipinos - nearly 5 million - that the country has ever seen. Oil prices went from bad to worse, and her administration seemed ignorant to all these, she could have at least tried using her influence and ask oil companies to delay oil price hikes. Corruption in the government is rampant, public officials being investigated for allegedly amassing billions worth of public funds. How is she supposed to improve the country’s economy and attract foreign investors if she’s not doing anything to wipeout the corruption in the government? A leading newspaper recently reported a huge drop in direct foreign investments in the country. A myriad of reasons why our country is not an attractive investment site for foreigners were cited by the paper. The only thing keeping our economy afloat is the remittances from Overseas Filipino Workers. A total of $53.43 billion were sent home by OFWs between 1984 and 2001. In 2001 alone, the OFWs’ total foreign exchange remittances were $6.03 billion representing eight-percent of the country’s Gross National Product. Just recently, the senate passed a new bill imposing new taxes on the public, adding to the people’s burden. The president should stop imposing new taxes on the people, she should instead, improve her administration’s tax collection program, this is the key to lessening the country’s deficit. What’s the use of imposing all these taxes when they don’t even get collected? Or worse, go straight to a few corrupt officials’ pocket?!
(Still to be continued..)
Posted at Sunday, December 19 2004 by onivelnyu
December 2, 2004, THURSDAY
Haaaaay!!apat na magkakasunod na bagyo sa loob ng isang buwan! Grabe... Sobra sobrang pagkawasak ang dinanas ng mga taga quezon at rizal. Tsktsktsk... pabaya kasi, hindi marunong mag alaga ng kalikasan. Ika nga ng kaklase ko, "mabuti na yun! At least nabawasan ang populasyon ng Pilipinas!". Loko. Pero, kahit papano, okey na din yun, atlis, walang pasok ngayun, at malamang hanggang bukas!.
Haaay.... ano nga ba?, last week, 35th foundation week ng school, buong linggo, halos wala kaming ibang ginawa kundi ang tumunganga sa loob ng klasrum, walang klase, tinatamad ang mga titser magturo, ay! Haha! Maliban sa pisika, sadista yun si maam eh, bigyan ba naman kami ng asaynment na pagkahabahaba, tapos kinailangan pa naming pumunta sa isang construction site! Hindi lang yun, yung asaynment pang binigay samin, prablem solbing as usual, ni isa don, eh hindi pa samin dinidiskas! Pamatay! Nangapa tuloy kami sa libro, haha! Grabe din ano! Sadista... haha! Buhay nga naman...
we looked like fools, standing in front of a construction site, in the middle of a storm!,just so we could finish our physics assgnment. By the time we were done with our physics thing, our clothes were already soaked in rain, not to mention the freezing cold! And we still have to walk a few blocks back to ariel’s place. Ugh!
Huling limang buwan na..... pagkatapos nito, kolehiyo na... hanla... Di na ko umaasa pang makapasa sa UP, sa dinami dami ba naman ng naghahangad na makapasok, imposible...kung gayon, dalawa na lang ang pagpipilian ko, FEU o UST?, sa FEU, 99% ang resulta ng entrans test ko, sa pagkakaalam ko, eligible for scholarship na un. Ung UST naman, sabi kasi ng tiyahin kong nasa estados unidos, dun daw maganda kunin ang PT.
PT.... physical therapy..... hindi ko kelan man pinangarap na kurso. hindi kelan man sumagi saking isipan na manghilot at mangmasahe ng mga taotao. I have nothing against physical therapist nor the course per se mataas pa nga ang tingin ko sa kanila, bakit? Nasa larangan kasi sila ng panggagamot, people who continuously save lives for a living. Astig ung ganung trabaho, lalo’t higit, nakakatulong kana, kumikita ka pa ng malaki!kumikita ka ng malaki, sapat para buhayin ang pamilya mo, at bilhin ang mga luhong nais mo.
Yan kasi ang madaming openings dito. Maraming openings, sa madaling salita, in - demand . ano pa nga ba?, ayoko ko namang tumunganga na lamang pagkatapos kong grumadweyt sa kolehiyo sa kadahilanang walang makitang trabahong akma sa aking natapos. gustuhin ko mang maging economist, lawyer, branch manager ng isang bangko o dili kaya isang physicist, ang realidad ay napakalinaw, in present times, for someone to attain succes he has to work some place else, and it so happens that those courses i dream of taking ever since i was a kid is not, in lay man‘s term, "in demand" saan?, san pa nga ba... edi sa "States!"
Kurapsyon, sobra sobrang populasyon, krimen, kahirapan, ga - higanteng utang, palpak na gobyerno.... nakakasawa na!magbubukas ka ng telebisyon, patayan, nakawan,kidnapping.. lahat na!, walang ipinagiba sa mga pahayagan, pareparehas ang laman, iisa ang sinasabi: bukas makalawa, magugunaw na ang pilipinas.... pilipinas lamang.... it is very frustating to see your neighboring countries getting ahead of you, thailand... malaysia... singapore... vietnam... prosperous economies, peaceful countryside, satisfied populace. And to think that once it was us, who was way ahead of them!
oo nga’t kelan lang ang Thailand ay nakaranas din ng kaguluhan mula sa mga separatist muslims in their southern region, ngunit anong nangyari?, gumamit ng dahas ang kanilang prime minister upang puksain ang nakaambang rebelyon, oo nga’t tumanggap sya ng mga puna at kritisismo mula sa ibat ibang grupo, ngunit ano?, nagdalawang isip ba sya? Hindi. Ika nga ni Kapitan Heneral sa El Fili, kabanata 31, "kailangang ipagpakasakit ang ilan, para sa kapakanan ng nakararami"
wika ko nga sa kaklase ko, "alam mo ba ang latest trend ngayon?, umakyat ka sa isang mataas na lugar tapos pag sapat na ang mga taong nakakakita sayo, pag kinukuhanan ka na ng ABS at GMA saka ka tumalon."
Sikat ka na, at kung matuluyan ka pa, nakatulong ka pa sa population commission na bawasan ang ating populasyon. Astig!
haaay buhaay nga naman.... ewan ko na lang kung san patutungo ang Pilipinas!
Posted at Thursday, December 02, 2004 by onivelnyu
